The full moon eclipse has brought an urgency to expand my confidence and confront things that trouble me about how chaotic the world is.

This exploration of body and mind is my determination to stop fragmenting myself. The gift of gaining wisdom and settling into maturity is accepting sensuality as intrinsic to my joy, instead of a volatile, reactive burden. The eclipse is evidence that shadows are not shameful, but rather the original sources of depth within our psyche. I have shed the dull blankets of doubt in my bedroom to create a glowing red womb that incubates my desires tonight.

Transformation requires alignment, like an eclipse, a perfect combination of interstellar factors that bring me a moment of clarity. A mirror placed between worlds is as much as what I aim to find in my own reflection. 

To be sexual is to be fully inside my body, not dissociated by fear, not performing for validation, and not trampled by the ego of wounded intruders. It seems strange to try to explain, but up until now I don't feel like I was allowed the choice to decide when I want to reveal myself and when to remain mysterious. But by allowing desire to be less impulsive and more intentional, I feel liberated to share more of myself on my terms. 

The sky can turn red and still be beautiful, so why not take on the same qualities tonight? Somewhere between an invitation and my boundaries, I am articulating myself in this new video...